Problem Child

2003-07-11T22:23:00.000-04:00

ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!!! WOO-HOO, I have only been waiting like 5 years for this Birthday.......Cory comes home in a day! Im so happy, I miss him......SOOOOOO boring around here without him.....

2003-07-04T15:57:00.000-04:00

WOO HOO!!!! Its July 4th which means exactly 7 days til my Birthday.......Thats soooooooo great. Im going to the diamond tonight with Megan and her Famalia, and Scott. We will have fun!! I have decided on the place Im getting my tattoo done at, thanks to Cassie's help. Im getting it on my lower back, I just need to decide WHAT to get...BIG problem....lol I also wanna get my tongue pierced....I have for a while now. Im going to go all out when I turn 18.....my parents sheltered me too much when I was little, so Im taking advantage of this whole 18 thing. My dad already said that I can move out whenever I want to.....not that Im going to be doing that ANY time soon...Im going to wait until after I graduate. PLUS you kinda need this little thing called MONEY to move out. Maybe I can convince them to let me move into the basement, hopefully. And that has a door to the outside too ::devilish look:: haha.

2003-06-30T01:10:00.000-04:00

Hey Hey~ yea yea, I know, I havnt blogged in a few days. I have just been up to the same old stuff.....sleeping, working, and hanging out with friends. Lets see, yesterday night I went to go see Matrix Reloaded with Michael, and today Cory and I took his sister to go see Rugrats......VERY funny and cute movie. It was great. I still wanna go see Finding Nemo tho. I get to go over to Cory's tomorrow and hang out with the guys. Thats always very eventful....and funny as hell too.. Well, I will try to remember to blog tomorrow when I have more to talk about......Vale Omines!! (latin for Bye All!!)

2003-06-25T00:00:00.000-04:00

Today has been the best day but worst night.... I went over to my aunts house and went to the pool and got color. Then I stopped by Cory's house and gave his bro the Jello and Ice Cream. My bro wanted to go to blockbuster so we drove there, of course sence hes the almighty, perfect child, who gets everything that he wants. So I went into Ukrops to visit Huff and Kris while they were doing their thing. Then I was thinking that I wanted to see Cory and remembered he was working, soooooo I decided to go visit him and told mom to pick me up at like 9ish (it was almost 7 at the time). So I walked on over there to surprise him. He was working the bumper boats and when I walked in there he was fixing one of them with his back towards me, so I just stood there cuz he looked like he was concentraiting pretty hard. I stood there a good 5 mins without him noticing me, lol. Then he finally stood up and saw me :) and came over and gave me a big hug. So I staid there and kept him company until mom came and got me at 9. Then I came home and it was fine for a few hours and then all hell broke loose, so Ill just summerize for you. My dad started to get all up in my face (he was drunk mind you...as usual). He was in here basically telling me that Im going to be a failure the rest of my life with the grades I get but yet I have a fucking 3.1 and Im 112 of 350 people in my class... which is the top 1/3 percentile..... omg and when we were yelling at eachother and he was getting in my face, I started to get in his face too yelling back at him, and I sooo thought he was going to hit me at one point...I wish he would have, I sooo would have gotten back up and fucking killed him, literally. It may seem hostile, but you dont have to live with him...O well, i guess Ill get over it, I always do.....

2003-06-24T01:03:00.000-04:00

Hello People, I havnt really written on here in a day or so. I got to go see The Hulk today with Cory, it was a great movie. 18 more days til my birthday!!! WOO-HOO. Huff told me that he is going to take me somewhere on my birthday cuz its on a Friday this year. Probly to a club or something but I told him to surprise me..... Im disappointed that Cory wont be here on my bday, he is going to the beach for a week, but its all good, one week wont kill. Tomorrow Im going swimming and Im probly going to be burned....... Megan calls me a lobster, but she is a slut so it doesnt matter what she says. Haha Megan Im no longer Tha Slut... ::snaps fingers:: darn.... Sorry about that, inside joke. Anyways, tomorrow Im going to make Cory's bro, Chris, some Watermelon Jello, and Im going to bring him some Strawberry Ice Cream too. He is getting his Wisdom teeth taken out and wont be able to eat anything else. I feel for him cuz I have to get mine done this summer too..... So, yea, Im going to help him out, plus he is really sweet so he deserves it. Well thats about it.... I know, what a boring life right? lol, Im just kidding......

2003-06-23T01:28:00.000-04:00

This is a great song, read the lyrics, its quite comical if you read it...... I cut out ALOT of the song tho. I had to or else it would have gone on forever.

Cell Block Tango
By Catherine Zeta-Jones (Chicago Soundtrack)

[LIZ]
Pop
[ANNIE]
Six
[JUNE]
Squish
[HUNYAK]
Uh uh
[VELMA]
Cicero
[MONA]
Lipschitz!

[ALL]
He had it coming
He had it coming
He only had himself to blame
If you'd have been there
If you'd have seen it
[VELMA]
I betcha you would have done the same!

[LIZ (Spoken)]
You know how people
have these little habits
That get you down. Like Bernie.
Bernie like to chew gum.
No, not chew. POP.
Well, I came home this one day
And I am really irritated, and
looking for a little sympathy
and there'e Bernie layin'
on the couch, drinkin' a beer
and chewin'. No, not chewin'.
Poppin'. So, I said to him,
I said, "Bernie, you pop that
gum one more time..."
and he did.
So I took the shotgun off the wall
and I fired two warning shots...
...into his head.

[ALL]
He had it coming
He had it coming
He only had himself to blame
If you'd have been there
If you'd have seen it
I betcha you would
Have dome the same!

[ANNIE (Spoken)]
I met Ezekiel Young from
Salt Lake city about two years ago
and he told me he was single
and we hit it off right away.
So, we started living together.
He'd go to work, he'd come home, I'd
mix him a drink, We'd have dinner.
Well, it was like heaven in
two and a half rooms.
And then I found out,
"Single" he told me?
Single, my ass. Not only
was he married
...oh, no, he had six wives.
One of those Mormons, you know. So that
night, when he came home, I mixed him
his drink as usual.
You know, some guys just can't hold
their arsenic.

[LIZ,ANNIE,JUNE,MONA]
Hah! He had it coming
He had it coming
He took a flower
In its prime
And then he used it
And he abused it
It was a murder
But not a crime!

[JUNE (Spoken)]
Now, I'm standing in the kitchen
carvin' up the chicken for dinner,
minding my own business,
and in storms my husband Wilbur,
in a jealous rage.
"You been screwin' the milkman,"
he says. He was crazy
and he kept screamin',
"you been screwin the milkman."
And then he ran into my knife.
He ran into my knife ten times!

[GIRLS]
Pop,Six,
Squish,Uh-uh,
Cicero,Lipschitz
Pop, Six,
Squish,Uh-uh,
Cicero,Lipschitz
Pop,Six,
Squish,Uh-uh,
Cicero,Lipschitz

[ALL]
If you'd have been there
If you'd have seen it
I betcha you would have done the same!

[HUNYAK (Spoken)]
Mit keresek, én itt? Azt mondják,
hogy a híres lakem lefogta a férjemet én meg
lecsaptam a fejét. De nem igaz, én ártatlan
vagyok. Nem tudom miért mondja
Uncle Sam, hogy én tettem. Probáltam
a rendőrségen megmagyarázni de nem értették meg...
[JUNE (Spoken)]
Yeah, but di you do it?
[HUNYAK]
UH UH, not guilty!

[VELMA]
My sister, Veronica and
I did this double act
and my husband, Charlie,
used to travel round with us.
Now, for the last number in
our act, we did these 20 acrobatic
four,five...splits, spread eagles,
back flips,flip flops,
one right after the other.
Well, this one night we were in Cicero,
the three of us, sittin' up
in a hotel room, boozin' and
havin' a few laughs and
we ran out of ice.
So I went out to get some.
I come back, open the door
and there's Veronica and
Charlie doing Number Seventeen-
the spread eagle.
Well, I was in such a state of shock,
I completely blacked out.I can't remember a thing.
It wasn't until later,
when I was washing the blood off my hands
I even knew they were dead.

They had it coming
They had it coming
They had it coming all along
I didn't do it
But if I'd done it
How could you tell me that I was wrong?

[MONA]
I loved Alvin Lipschitz
more than I can possibly say.
He was a real artistic guy...
sensitive... a painter.
But he was troubled.
He was always trying
to find himself.
He'd go out every night
looking for himself
and on the way
he found Ruth,
Gladys,
Rosemary and Irving.
I guess you can say we broke
up because or artistic differences.
He saw himself as alive
and I saw him dead.

[ALL]
The dirty bum, bum, bum, bum, bum
The dirty bum, bum, bum, bum, bum

He had it coming
He had it coming
He only had
Himself
To blame.
If you'd have been there
If you'd have seen it
I betcha
You would
Have done
The same!

I betcha you would have done the same!

2003-06-22T03:24:00.000-04:00

20 DAYS TIL MY BIG 1 8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOO

2003-06-22T03:22:00.000-04:00

Whew......Im glad thats over and done with......I finally settled my "drama". I feel soooo much better now. I decided that it would be better in the long run to just keep the friendship and have the one guy go try to hookup with the other girl that he likes and for me to try out the relationship with the other guy. I think I made a smart decision. Today has been a loooooong day. Last night I couldnt sleep so I didnt get to sleep until late, and had to get up early for a hair appt. I went to that and got a new do, looks good if I might add, even tho she chopped all my hair off. Then I came home and took a nap before I had to be at work. Worked 3-8, even though it turned out that I was supposed to work til 8:30 but I looked at the schedule wrong or else they were wrong.....I dunno I forgot to check. ::shrugs:: O well, I dont give a shit. But anyways, then I headed over to Putt Putt with Ashley and hung out with Cory at the Bumper Boats, where he was working. We were there talking for like 45 mins when his Bro, a friend, and Jeff came up there. So they joined us and talked for a while, then Chris, Cory's bro, and his friend decided that it would be funny to leave Jeff up there, lol actually it was pretty funny, but mean. Well they did end up coming back to get him and they left, so we went back to conversing with Cory til he decided it was time for his break and went looking for his boss. So I called Megan, and basically begged her to come up there so I could talk to her about stuff, and she decided to give up her night with Scott to come visit me, cuz she loves me :) Well she came up there and we went for a "walk" and talked for a little while about stuff. But then 10:45 rolled around pretty quickly and everyone had to be home by 11....soooooo we all left, after I got a hug from Cory that is :) So that was my fun-filled day...... Tomorrow is going to be even better, Im going to hang out with Jeff and Cory over in their neighborhood for a while :) Woo-Hoo

2003-06-21T02:59:00.000-04:00

OK....for those of you that dont already know of my situation......I like this one guy and he likes me and another girl, but he doesnt wanna have to choose between us and hurt someone so he told me that he isnt gonna to do the whole girlfriend thing yet. Then I like this other guy, but I dunno if I should wait and see what happens with the first guy or go ahead and tell this other guy how I feel, IF he doesnt already know...He isnt stupid, so Im sure he does already know. Im soooo confused, its like its a bottomless pit or something... On top of all of this I have my parents down my throat constantly, I seriously cant talk to them for more then 5 seconds without getting in a fight with them. I hate my dad, he is always drinking, and I hate it. I hate not having parents that Im close to. Im closer to my best friends family then mine...and thats pretty sorry if you ask me. Its just all piling up and Im constantly thinking about it instead of going out and having fun......Im only 17 (almost 18, 21 days left) I shouldnt have to deal with all of this stress already. Yall may think that this is just one big drama, but its my life, that I have to deal with. I guess its just me getting tested to see how much I can handle or something. I just hope that I figure this all out soon before I go crazy. I actually feel a little better after putting this out in the open like this... Michael I love you for putting this idea into my head.

2003-06-21T02:12:00.000-04:00

Hey All, Michael said that I should start a blog of my own, so I think Im going to start one and give it a try. I will wrte more when something interesting actually happens to me.....which isnt that often..